We're at 1 of my old houses in the front garden. Oliver who's my real life brother and bong jaehyun who's from a kpop group I call him jaebong Because I know too many people with his name. So it's easier to remember Ollie is slightly older than he actually is in real life. An apparently very good at sneaking around was sitting on the grass in a circle, and Olly reveals that he has a bunch of stuff in his pocket and some of my stuff in its pocket. I accidentally call jaebong jibeom Who is another friend of ours? I get shocked and apologise. I lay my head on his leg and we giggled about it for a bit. We eat ice cream and I hugging again and say sorry. Ollie find some More bouncy balls. I don't know where the word more comes from. But I feel like he's done this before. We got a feeling that it's time to headback jaebong Pics up all of our rubbish and Olly. And I had through the sidegate to the back yard and porch. I see a lot more rubbish and pick it up. Complaining to riley that he shouldn't litter riley's my real life twin brother. I look up, but we're expected to see Riley. He wasn't there anymore, which is weird because he hasn't actually appeared in this dream yet. But I feel like he should be there. We go inside to the living room where there is a bed couch one of those ones that folds out. And a tv on the other side the boys are watching it (other jaehyun, taeyong, jibeom, and some others that i cant recall. All real life kpop idols from different groups but in this dream we are just friends and they arent celebraties) It's a place I've never seen before in real life. But it reflects my old living room. However, on each side of the pull out couch, there is ribbons like the ones you'd see at the line to a club kind of setting up a cue as if the places is restricted. However we are already in the out of bounds area and it just feels like a living room. The boys are all watching a movie. It's something like maleficent or snow white. A group of parents stand behind the couch chatting. I don't know if they're actually related to us. But olly is standing over there with them Wierdly enough they'll never show up in this dream again. I tried a bigger spot to lay down that is close to jaehyun and enf up layinf on taeyongs legs in between taeyong and jibeom I mentioned loving Disney, saying that it's not worth watching a movie if it's not Disney. A couple of the boys agree, however the others laugh a little bit, like it's funny and something that I say often. It's a time skip now, same setting but it's a different day, and the room is filled with people. I don't know anyone, and they're setting things up. The couch is empty, and a girl is taking glass orbs, kind of bowls with little flowers in them, out of a tall cupboard and putting them in a tray on a bench. One of those kind of like roly-prolys that you have on trains in England, and I go over to her and look at a few of them. Some of them are kind of squishy, and they're very pretty. There's flowers and stuff trapped inside, floating around. They're not moving, it's like they're encased in glass, but the glass is squishy for some reason. They seem to be covered in glitter or confetti, but the outside is very smooth. All of them are kind of warm, and I ask the girl what they're for, and she points to a crowd forming a line next to us, behind those ribbons that I mentioned earlier, and responds by telling me it's for them to play with. I don't know what that means, but I leave anyway, and go to the line of people forming, with people around their teens to forties. Like I said, they're in their teens to their forties. All genders, male and female, but none of them have any faces. If you've seen the Doctor Who episode called Idiot's Lantern, it's kind of like that, where they have bodies, and they have heads, and it's not like it's grotesque or anything, they just don't have any facial features. The leader of the place, I don't remember their age, name, voice, gender, anything, I just know that they're the leader, based on pure vibes, says something to me. I don't remember what it is, but it's something about the place beginning to open, and that the boys should wake up soon. I look over, and the boys that I was with earlier are all on the couch, as they were when we were watching the movie, but fast asleep. The movie memory feels distant, it was a while ago, something must have happened in between then, but I don't actually have any memories. The leader speaks again, and reminds those in the lines, and me, that only the faceless may enter, and if others wish to enter, they must go in the other line to get their faces peeled. That word was used, and apparently feels very important to me. Being eager to be near the boys, whom I miss, I enter the other line, as I have a face. There are two other girls already in the line, sitting down against a wall. Throughout this entire period, I will never hear the girls' voices or learn their names. I try to make conversation with them in this moment and ask if they think the procedure will hurt. They're both flinched and I get the feeling that they must have done it before. I feel the girl closest to me think of the word excruciating. I never hear her thoughts again, but I can sense their emotions throughout this period. I think of a plan, not really, I just kind of improv it, but I think that I'm thinking of a plan. I head towards the leader. I don't know what happened, but it obviously didn't end well as another time skip ensued and immediately everyone starts packing up to leave.I'm now out on a field, and trucks and cars are passing by me very quickly. I have a drawing here, but I'll just have to explain it a little bit. Basically, think of it out on a map as there's a town on the far right, which is where we were previously, and where all the trucks and cars are coming from, and then a big open field in the middle of the page, and to the far left is a city, and the entrance to the city is basically a big wall with a border and a barrier at it, obviously guarded, and so you can tell only certain people are allowed in. There is a big road in the middle of the field, and the field on the left side has got a fence to it, so there's like a patch of grass just after the road, before the big large fence that you can't get past. Anyways, I don't know where the boys are now, but I know that they are in one of the trucks and cars that are zooming past. I have this innate knowledge of it. I call out to them, screaming and crying, but I know that it's not going to do anything, as they're not in there with their own will. They're being held against their will, forced into doing what they're doing. I beg the leader for forgiveness, but I know they can't hear me. I hear gunshots and screams to my left, as I see people get taken out of the cars and shot. I see Taeyong, who was one of the boys I was watching the movie with, tied in the back of a truck that is heading right towards me. I jump out of the way, and it comes to a stop. From the moment I see him, until then, I had been screaming out his name. I run towards him as he gets taken out of the truck, but before I get to him, he gets shot twice, and I go and reach for him and scream. The people who shot him have gotten back in the truck and have driven away, essentially. A few other people had been taken out and shot at the same time. I cradle him in my arms and try to wipe away my tears so that I could see him. I feel bad because I feel like it will be the last time I ever get to see him, and if I have tears streaming down my face, I won't get to see him alive ever again, so I'm desperately trying to wipe the tears away. I feel a pain in my back and a bang as I get shot. By who, I'm not sure. I didn't see any other people around, but it must have been one of the people in a truck further back. I collapse on top of him, unsure what to do, and I don't know if I'm crying for him or crying in pain anymore. I look to the road and see a huge truck, knowing somehow that the others are in there watching what's happening. I squeeze Taeyong more as he uses the last bit of strength to wrap his arms around me, and we both fade away and die. It is important to note that we have a sibling like relationship. And I feel that he represents my brother in real life somehow. This next part is from another person's perspective. I am someone else. A man? A very big man. Not really human, I don't think. I get the vibe that he's an angel. He has big black wings and dark skin, black hair. He's twice the size of a normal person, both in height and in width. I'm not quite sure how his proportions work. He's got a sense of humanity to him in that I recognize him as looking like a human, but I know for a fact that he has some ethereal sense to him, but a dark vibe nonetheless, one of power and control. He is talking to some workers at the border as they shut the gates after letting all of the trucks and cars through. It obviously takes place only a minute or a few minutes after the previous events. He's on top of the far right tower and is in charge of shutting the doors. He sighs and looks over the border at the blood-stained grass, knowing his job would take a while, is the thought that goes through his head. Maybe he's some kind of modern grim reaper, I'm not 100% sure. He sees the spot where me and Taeyong are and winces at all the blood. He thinks it might be his next descendant and goes on to check. I don't quite know what that means, but it's just the thoughts that ran through his head. He ends up taking Taeyong and me into the town and I go to look for the others as he looks after Taeyong. We're in this big factory and there's cobwebs gracing the roofs, which for some reason is my first mode of action. I'm back in my own body now, however I don't know when the transition actually took place. I am somehow unarmed however tae is in critical condition I meet the two girls from earlier, and they join me. They still have their faces, but once again, I do not hear their voices at any time. We are at a train station with guards everywhere. It is infested with lancs, which is people without faces, who are dressed up as clowns for some reason. We disguise ourselves as them to get into the theatre. The clowns and trains are both a dark green colour, and at one point I point to one of us and say, look, I am so green, I could be a train. The clowns must be stupid and say stuff like this often, because the guards ignore us and treat us as if we are one of them. They appear to be people who have gone through the peeling process that didn't go well. We go into the theatre and get back into our normal clothes. The theatre is filled with people staring at the stage, and there is an empty table where panellists would normally sit. We make our way up to the stage, and I am about to introduce myself, when I get a sense of déjà vu. I feel something bad will happen if I speak, and the girl from before says something, although once again, I do not hear her voice or know what she says. We are in our seats all of a sudden, and everything is dark except for the lights on the stage. Everyone is silent. There is a voiceover talking about a bunch of stuff that I do not recall, until Jaehyun, the person I was with at the start, comes onto the screen. He is sitting in a chair and looking around, confused. He has a head wound, but other than that, seems fine. The voiceover says that we have five minutes to find and kill him, after the countdown begins. To rush to either of the two doors on the side of the stage. I am terrified, but I get ready to run. As soon as the countdown is over, I am the only one to move. I head to the door on the left and jam it shut so that no one can make it. Although no one moved, as I saw, I still felt that they were following me. I was in some kind of long underground hallway maze. The walls were covered in pipes, and red flashing lights and smoke were surrounding me. Then i wake up.
Dreams can often be complex and multifaceted, reflecting our subconscious thoughts, feelings, relationships, and experiences. Your dream appears to encompass themes of connection, fear of loss, and a sense of confusion or turmoil, particularly concerning relationships with those close to you, like your brothers and friends. Here's a breakdown of some of the key elements of your dream:
Location and Setting: The dream begins in a familiar, yet altered environment (your old house), symbolizing comfort but also nostalgia for past times or relationships. The garden could represent growth, development, or personal space for reflection.
Characters: The presence of your brother Oliver, along with K-pop idols you admire, indicates a blend of familiarity and admiration. These figures might represent different aspects of yourself or your desires—Oliver as your familial ties and Jaebong as a connection to something aspirational or perfect.
Interactions with Friends: The lighthearted moments with ice cream, giggles, and apologies suggest feelings of comfort and closeness in your relationships. This contrasts with the later tense scenes, indicating a shift from safety to danger and distress.
Rubbish and Cleaning: Picking up rubbish may symbolize the need to address unresolved issues or feelings in your life. It could represent a desire to clear away negativity or clutter from your emotional or mental space.
Transition to Conflict: The transition from friends watching a movie to a dark, dangerous situation could symbolize a fear of losing that innocence or safety. The faceless individuals and the idea of peeling away faces may represent loss of identity or individuality, either personally or in the relationships with those around you.
The Shooting and Pain: The act of witnessing violence against your friend, who symbolizes your brother, indicates deep fears about vulnerability and loss. The emotional turmoil you express in this part of the dream could link to concerns about protection and the fragility of relationships.
The Angelic Figure: The transformation into the large man with wings might denote your perception of a protector or that which is beyond human comprehension. This duality of dark and light can represent conflicting thoughts about authority, rules, and the feelings you have toward destiny.
The Voiceless Girls and the Clowns: The faceless girls may symbolize a loss of connection or understanding in your relationships; their silence reflects the feelings of inadequacy or fear of expressing oneself. Clowns often symbolize a façade of joy covering deeper fears or sadness.
A Race Against Time: The countdown to find and kill Jaehyun reinforces a trepidation about impending loss or disaster, urging the necessity for action amid chaos. It may also signify feelings of inadequacy in protecting those you care about.
Overall, your dream encapsulates a blend of deep emotional connections, fears of losing loved ones, and the pursuit of identity and agency amid the chaos of life. It underscores the significance of your relationships while exploring the darker sides of vulnerability and the consequences of unresolved emotions.
Reflecting on your current life situations, relationships, or emotional states may offer additional insights into what specific aspects of your life this dream is addressing.